10/12/2006

Hooker at WORK??

So today at my work outside the windows where I sit at there was a hooker working the street!! In the middle of the day, in an industrial part of the city? It was really very sad. She looked maybe 17-18 years old. She was dirty ( and not that kinda dirty) but mud and dirt dirty with really stringy long unwashed hair, dirty clothes. She was actually stepping into the street and flagging people down. Then she would ask the guys if they "needed anything"? One of the guys at work here had her stop him last night when he left work at around 6:00 or so and again she talked to him this morning in our parking lot.I really fell sorry for her, but am at a lost on what to do. I have no money (NOT FOR THAT!!) but to just give her as I very seldom carry cash. So we just watched her all morning from our windows as she stopped cars, almost got hit crossing the very busy street and in general gave us something to talk about.

10/05/2006

Last Smoke EVER!!

It is 4:00PM Thursday Oct 5th 2006 and after roughly 25 years... I have had my last smoke.

I am so looking forward to being smoke free!! But it is going to be hell for the next few days.

But I know I can make it.. My wife and kids are going to need the support as much (or more then me).. LOL

But hopefully by Tuesday will be good.

10/04/2006

Tomorrow the day's!!

Well tomorrow is the stop smoking day.. and I am stressed about it already. The Zyban works great... But still is gonna be hard to break just the habit of having something in my hand and going outside for a break once in awhile. It is gonna be a long hard stress filled, shaking, longing bitchy weekend. And that is just what Bonny is gonna feel . LOL So wish me well.. I have told all my co-workers, all my family, all everyone here... so If I am a man of my word I will be done.